Hermana Serena's adventures as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
Monday, May 23, 2011
May 16, 2011 Letter - 23 children?!
My head is spinning! I got a ton of stuff on my mind! This week I haven't had to time to think! I got to the point where I didnt have time to go to the bathroom! We have been super busy. And I love it.
Thursday, we had a Leadership Training. We showed up late, and we had the keys to get in! We even left 2 and a half hours early! But anyways, I was really off. I felt really insecure and unqualified. I was studdering and not getting my point across clearly. I got pretty down. but i just kept praying and asking for help. I left during the meeting and went to the bathroom to kneel down and pray. I asked sincerely for His help.
My companion and I were asked to give a training and a demonstration, teach a lesson in front of all of the leaders. yeah. As we started teaching, I felt so strongly the presence of Gods help. I knew he was with me. The lesson went extremely well. I was completely impressed with the Spirit that was with us, and the words that were put in our mouths.
President used that lesson to teach many teaching skills. It was at that meeting that i truly gained a tesemony that the Lord is with me. Might have changed my life.
The lunch with Ward and Helida [an uncle and aunt] was awesome! I loved seeing them! It was also SO COOL to talk to Helida in Portuguese. It was a really fun lunch, and a great time we had. They really are great people. President and Sister agreed on that. My family is so cool. Also, I decided I need to have about 23 children.
I was able to do a division in my old area! Woohoo! It was a fun division, we were blessed greatly by the Lord. That confidence that I found in Him made a great difference. Will continue to make a differnece!Well, I gotta go, but I love you guys a lot. I really am grateful for my awesome family! have agreat week!
Love, Jake
Sunday, May 1, 2011
April 25 letter
Happy Easter! Easter here was super normal, but a good day. I am really grateful for the Spirit at church. I was a lil bit down. I was sad that we didnt get the baptism we wanted, but mostly because of the retention rate.
As I looked around I was so crushed because of the people that werent there. It has been hard to see that in this area. The program was put on by the YM/YW, and as I sat there listening to the music and words, I was overcome the Spirit because of the people were there. As I looked at these youth, ,many are the only members in there family, or at least active member. Many are recent converts, almost all are converts.Those who arent are rocks for those coming in. Many of them have brought there families into the gospel, and or friends. There is so much strength in the youth. I felt their power, and dedication. Made me once again grateful for the things that go right, and the blessings I do have. And now, it makes me grateful for the Savior and that He forgives me of my weaknesses, and strengthens me!
Well to answer your questions! Our area is about 1 hour to 1 hour and 1/2 away from the mission office, by bus. So, with divisions and office duties, I am on the bus abut 9 hours a week! Woohoo! We are in division for two days every weeek, and these divisions could be anywhere in the mission, so we do get to travel a bit! We are pretty much normal missionaries, we just have meetings on Tuesdays. I really like that. Not much has changed from the other assignments, just now I have to be at a few more meetings. I am grateful that we spend the majority of our time working in our area, or that of another set of missionaries. I love the work.
This week we were really looking for someone to baptize this week. We made a list of all the people who had been to church, who coulde be baptized. It was a crazy week. We came so close! I thought we had it! But it was not the will of the Lord for this week. However, as we finished the week off, much fasting and prayer, our prayers were answered. A man showed up at church. He had been to going to church for two months in another chapel, but wasnt baptized because he didnt have many friends there. Then, last week, a recent-convert invited him to go to church (I dont think he knew that this man, Sebastião, had been going to another ward). So he found a closer ward, and already has a great friend. I believe he will be baptized Saturday.
Its incredible how the Lord works miracles, but always on His schedule, and not ours. I am once again humbled by the fact that I have very lil to do with these miracles. I am simply an instrument in the Lords hands he uses to do a few things here and there. I just hope I can be a lil more humble, and willing to follow the Spirit, so I can do more for Him. Hes done so much for me.
I am going to have to go now, I don't feel very well! But I love you guys, thank you for the wonderful letters!
Love, Elder Jake
Saturday, April 23, 2011
April 18 Letter
Happy Birthday DAD! And Happy Aniversàrio to Mom and Dad! You guys are great examples to me, and I'm so grateful to have yous in my life!
This week has been super busy! It was the last week for Elder F. Rocha. It was really hard for him to give up the mission. Everyone says that, but on tuesday, that was put to the test. While taking with President about the upcoming transfers, President looked into his soul haha and asked him to stay one more trasnfer. Without needing to think, he accepted. I was impressed. He decided to call his parents and ask them what they thought. Because His parents are recent converts, and mainly because of the Spirit, he and Pres felt he should go home. It was a great example to me of the immense desire to serve the Lord. I hope I can finish my mission with the same energy and devotion as He is/did.
Well, my new companion is Elder Augusto! Super cool guy. From Belém do Pará. He was the one who took my spot in my last area. I am way excited to learn with him, and work like crazy.
Well, this weekend was the baptism for Fernando and Yasmine! Woohoo! Such a cool couple! They willl be powerful members in the church. I am so happy for them. Ill send a picture later when I have more time!
I have been blessed this week to have the Spirit use me as a tool this week a few times. Makes me feel so humble, and grateful. He puts thoughts in our mind that are insane to use, and then it works out bettter then we imagined. He is so wonderful. I need so much to be able to trust in Him more. But I am grateful for His patience and love.
Well I gotta go! I love you guys, thanks for your prayers! I am so excited to be able to pray with my family once again. This week I had the chance to be with my trainer. And I was so grateful to be able to kneel down and pray with him. Imagine my family then! Woohoo!
Love you guys, sorry to be so short!
Elder Jake
PS this week, as I prayed, I felt like I should try to be more like Grandpa J. I had been kinda quiet, and as I prayed about it, felt like Ishould follow his example, and talk to everyone, try and complement everyone. An exammple I have in many others, but a few stories came to my mind that Mom told me of him. So pumped for my fam! Love ya!
April 11 Letter
Its been a good week, I am starting to get the hang of things, and things are starting to calm down a bit. Just in time for the end of the transfer. When my experienced comp will go home, and I will be left to take the reigns. Holy. Its gonna be a roller-coaster! This is our last week together, and I still feel like I have so much to learn from him, and in general! But I guess Ill just do it, learn from my many mistakes, and always try to be a touch better.
This past week. NOSSA. Time already. AHHH. SO this past week, I have been praying and fasting to get a larger desire to baptize, and to fulfill my purpose. Some of the great help I have gotten from the Lord has been great. I have decided to do a few more things. Study chapter 3 and 10 of PMG more, in the morning, and at night, reading out loud, to improve my accent and fluency in reading. Study the language more. Something I have rarely done sadly. And also I want to do contacts on the bus more. I am always on the bus, and rarely talk to the hundreds of people around me. New Goal. Something Ive been putting off.
Sunday was an incredible testimony meeting. It was so spiritual. I loved it. PS, I "play" the piano in our ward haha its tight. Its computerized, so I just push a button at the begining of each verse. Anyways, in this meeting, I was super comforted by the Lord. I was so worried about my many weaknesses, and HE let me know to relax, and remember that life has its ups and downs. And I will have to pass thorugh struggels, but it just is part of the plan. Just keep truckin along, and smiling. It'll work out. Ill find that confdence, that faith, desire, whatever I need. Just do you best and relax!
Well, acabou! I gotta fly! Love you guys! Next week is transfers so I dunno how the email sitch will be, just send your wonderful letters, and Ill send what I can! Got the packeage! Its waitin for me in the office! Thanks! Love ya! Pres gave the okay on Ward. Fill ya in better next week!
Tchau!
Elder Jake
Sunday, April 3, 2011
March 28, 2011 letter
Alrighty! I have a lil more time this week! Woohoo!
Last week I did have a great letter for ya, but as it was sending the computer froze up a bit and then my time ran out! I was a tad frustrated, but mostly because I knew y letters had been so short the weeks before!
Well, I got the shoes! They are great! Seem way sturdy, and light. And not too bad lookin either! Im diggin'em. Showed up on the day my 4th pair of shoes wore through in the sole! Crazy. Nice timing! And nice shoes. Also came with a sweet lil bag that I'll be using from now on for divisions! Thanks! I dont think I need anything else for now!
Shoot. I cant remember what information you guys actually because last weeks letter didnt get to you. I might repeat a few things.
My comp! Elder F. Rocha. Super tight guy. One more Mineiro (from Minas Gerais) that I will be sending home. He is one of my favorite comps though. Really excited, I havent seen him down yet. And always has an answer for everything, which even if he's just pullin it out of the fire, haha sounds good. I an learning a ton with him! I am working a ton on the way I talk to people, letting them feel my love, even when I may be frustrated with them. I need to not show my frustration, and my comp is way good at that. Way good.
Pink eye? Well, Sister Richardson will probably kill me cause I havent gotten it treated yet. But it is 95% gone. I just havent had time! But It is going down, you cant tell anymore. PS, my comp just put anti-septic gel on his eyes! He is so worried about getting it haha. But he hasnt so I guess its worth it. We had a few investigators who got it as well and tried to use it as an excus to not go to church. Drove me a lil crazy, but most of them went! Wohoo! Thats faith!
Marc and Michelle! I had gotten your email the day before (P-day is now on Mondays). I had a lil wish in my heart that I would be in the office when they came by, but I didn't think it was going to happen. My comp got a phone call during the meeting on wednesday and so we left to answer and as I let the bathroom, I saw them. They did indeed look American. I was really excited to see them Really made my day. They are so cool. The office elders also had the same comments. They are a really special family. I could feel their love for me and the work. Lifted me a ton. Tell em thanks! and those easter peanut butter eggs are gone-my FAVORITE treat from the USA. The peanut butter is a third gone as well. Dont have any bread, but I do have a spoon!
I have five mins or less. Shoot.
Basically I am loving the mission! Its been pushing me a ton these few weeks, and I have been able to push away feelings of insecurity and incapability. The Lord has been filling me with his love and spirit! I am greatful for the opotunity to serve the Lord, and His children, missionaries and investigators! and members!
Ilove you guys! You guys are the best!
Elder Jake
Friday, March 25, 2011
The non letter from March 22, along with a wonderful gift
Hey guys!
I think my email got lost. I am so sorry! I Dont have time to retype it! AHHHHH! I love you gys., it was such a good email too....
Jake
Today, I received this wonderful email from my cousin Michelle. She and her husband had lived in Brazil for five or so years, then returned to the US a few years ago. They went down to Sao Paulo to visit good friends, etc. And they made a wonderful effort to find Elder Jake. Every missionary parent needs amazing and thoughtful family members like Marc and Michelle. This is the email:
Hi!
I have to tell you that I'm so glad we got to see your Jake! We went to the mission office Wednesday and they told us that Jake was in a training at a church all day and that the church was close. So we found it and parked and when we went up to the gates, they were both padlocked with no one in sight to open them for us. So we stood out there for a bit, then, of all the missionaries that were there that day, Jake happened to be returning from the restroom and saw us down the hall and he said he thought "hey they look American". So he came down and opened the gate for us. Can you believe that coincidence?
What a great young man and missionary son you have. He had just gotten pink eye so his eyes were bloodshot but he said that they were going to give him some drops. I could just feel the Spirit so strongly around him. I told Marc that it was as if he had a shield of the Spirit around him and in just standing near him, you felt that impression and love of the Spirit. It reassured me that Heavenly Father loves his missionaries, and in particular, your son. He was stumbling to find English words which is a great sign for his Portuguese:). We gave him some peanut butter, salsa, and Reese's Easter eggs. I felt bad though that he'd have to carry them home with him on the bus.
We took a picture with him that I told him I'd send on to you, so I'll do that soon after I load our pictures. As we drove away, I became very teary, even though Jake doesn't know us well, but as a mom too and in feeling the Spirit and knowing that your son was okay and must be doing amazing work for our Heavenly Father in spreading the message of the Gospel.
I also go to meet Sis. Richardson at church on Sunday and she is really great. They have 12 children, with just their last 3 there now. Their son is at BYU and Jessica knows him and he is getting ready for his mission in Texas. I liked her a lot! I guess Jake will have a new mission president for a few months when they go home in July.
Love,Michelle
March 15, 2011 letter
Once again, I have like three seconds to type. We have been working like crazy. And today was a temple day!
So, I really love the temple! I feel so good in there. Unfortuneately, I feel so relaxed, and Im so tired, I usually sleep at least a lil. But Im trying. It was great to be there. As I was in the Celestial Room, I was thinking a lot about pride. And once again came back to the quote by Uchtdorf, where we dont need to think less of ourselves, just less about ourselves. Really like it a lot. So I decided I need to think more about my Savior, and my Father in Heaven, and also those around me. As a missionary, I am called to help everyone! So Im gonna try and think much more about those around me, especially now. The temple is so good. I also was able to stay a lil longer than usual to talk to a great friend about how the Lord anwers us, and how we need to follow. Great day. Just that i have no time now!
My area is super poor, and pretty much all ghetto. But, man, are these people amazing! Great peopl, especially the youth! They are so excited! At the baptism on Sunday, the there were a few investigaters there. One of the young men told em all about it, and even practiced with em! So great. Its my first area actuallly inside the city of Sao Paulo, and it is super different. Way sketchy. Mundão.
I love you guys! I gotta go! My comp is so patient! Well, thanks so much for the prayers, and for the great letters. Thanks for the part about the heart to hearts mom. I was needing that. Next week when I have more time, I ll have to fill yall in better, But I am super happy. I Love my new area and all. IT is a wonderful rewarding thing to be a servant of the Lord. I was just laying in bed last night thinking about how happy I am, even though its so hard at times.
Love ya!
Love, Elder Jake
Sunday, March 13, 2011
March 8 letter
Today I think I have once again, very lil time. Very Lil. So Ill let ya know how life is quickly :)
Well this week was great! We were really excited to help G, and to also baptize Thyan, who is a son of a less-active. However, G smoked. And drank. That was really sad for us. And he was pretty embarrassed and didnt really want to talk to us. I wasnt actually there, as i was in division. But it was still hard.
However, still with a goal for two people, one being a man to be baptized, my comp went to work!
I was in division for three days, so I didnt see this miracle, but it was a testimony for me. My companion found Weverton. A 19 yr old young man, who was taught many times by past missionaries, but didnt want anything at that time. He expressed to Elder HAwkins that he was ready to be baptized this month, and my companion, using the Spirit was able to make a goal for that week. And so 3 days later, he was baptized. I had nothing to do with it, but it really strenghtened my faith, and showed me true faith in this young man.
We also found this great family. Actually, a couple in the ward introduced us to them. GREAT family. They were really open and receptive to our message. During the first vision of Joseph Smith, Fatima started crying. We invited her to pray and ask if the Church was true, and she replied that she already had. And she felt that it was. Marcel, her fiance, agreed to pray about it that night. Then when, invited to be baptized, she said of course! And he also accepted the invitation, as soon as God shows him the church is true, he will follow! It was a really spiritual lesson. And then they went to church! How great! YEAH! It was amazing as well to see the look on Andrea's face (the member who gave the reference) as she saw her friends accept baptism.
How wonderful it is to share the gospel! Her friends will soon be members of His church, and will be able to receiave these wonderful blessings.
Well, I was transferred! I am sad to leave that area. It was a good area, great actually! I loved so much the members, and the investigators. It was sad to leave, but my new area should be great!
My new comp is Elder F. Rocha. Brazilian, and once again, an incredible missionary. I am excited to work with him! This morning I was a lil nervous about the transfer, but as I got to work, I felt the Lord fill me with His love, and confidence. He really loves us, and helps us to feel His constant help. I am so greatful for Him! We are not alone! Well, I have to go, I am sorry I dont have more time, but next week I hope I will have more time to write to everyone individually, especially S!
I just gotta run! I love you all! Have a great week!
See ya next week!
Love,Elder Jake!
March 1 letter
This week was a good one. Pivital. Changed me a bit. I just hope I can pass a bit of this through my letter, well see!
This was the last week of February, as I hope you already knew, and as such we were trying to reach our baptismal goal for the month. As we started out the week on Monday, we were missing one more man to baptisze. (The goal is a the overall number/number of men.) Because you have to go to church two times before being baptized, we made a list of all the men who had been to church in the last year, and weren´t baptized. And we went about visiting them.
On Wednesday, we found Douglas. Douglas had been to church a few times with his girlfriend, but was never taught by the missionaries. We met him at his girlfriends house, and taught him a lot about eternal families, and how God restored the priesthood to seal our families through Joseph Smith. A really different way to teach the first lesson, especially to an 18 yr old kid. But at the end of the lesson, my companion invited him to, using his faith, be baptized 4 days later. He accepted! We quickly taught him the word of wisdom and the law of chastity, and marked to come back to the next day. The Spirit really touched him for sure.
So Thursday, we got behind with our appointments and we weren't able get to his house, so we marked to go back there. When I got there on Friday (in division with my good ol comp Elder J. Harris, a DL in our zone) Douglas dropped a bomb on us. He said he had thought about it, and had felt it was too fast, and he needed more time. He had complete reason to think that. Was extremely fast, but we felt it was right. So we asked to share a message with him.
We thought the problem at first was the law of chastity, but after a few questions, discovered it wasn't. He had a desire to "be Mormon", but wanted to wait to find a job, and get started on the marriage arrangements and everything, and then get baptized. So, we were able to ask him why he acepted the invite the first time. He replied that he just felt it was right. So Elder J. Harris told him that I would invite him one more time to be baptized this week, and that he wanted him to pay attention to the spirit. I invited him, and his answer was more or less "holy...". He felt the Spirit really strong one more time, and acepted the invitation, and he was interviewed on the spot. Was a great learning experience for me, and helped me trust in the Lord.
As he was being interviewed, I went into the bathroom to pray, and thank the Lord for the miracle which he had made happen. I felt the words which I had uttered in my testimony to Douglas come back in to my mind. The Lord wants the same thing you do, you just have let him take the lead, and hell get you there. Douglas wanted an eternal family, and wanted to be able to be able to support this family as well. I wanted to reach our goal, that we felt was from the Lord. These things God also wants, but if we try and do it our way, for example put of the baptism until later, he can bless us and help us get that goal. I was so worried about getting my goal, but I was putting off the promptings cause I thought I didnt have time to do some things that I didnt think would help. But as I was able to fully turn myself over to Him, he was able to work miracles.
As I left that house, I decided to let the Lord guide me. I got close to the next house where we had two baptismal interviews, and the Lord said, "Don't go there." WHAT?! I'm trying to reach the goal which I made with the Lord, and their interviews are marked now! But, we stopped and prayed in the middle of the street and turned around.
Until now, I dont know why, but I know I did the Lords will. Was an incredible test.
Through these experiences, and a few more from this week, I have learned so much more about how to follow the spirit. I am so gratful for that week.
That couple we didnt interview was G and C. G had smoked again, and wasnt around when we came back the next day to do the interviews. But C was there, was interveiwed and passed. Saturday night, we passed by there house and G was so excited about his baptism for the next day. He didnt know that he couldnt be baptized because he had smoked that week. We told him, obviously, various times, but he hadnt understood. We marked his interview for the next day during church, even though we knew he couldnt be bapttized.
That night I had a great talk with my companion about following the spirit, and really helped me to realize that I needed to follow my first promtings, instead of prayin and praying and praying for a stronger or different answer. Just do it. I think because of my pride, I dont accept answers at first, and I feel I need to pray a lot over em.
As I prayed the next morning, I got an answer that it wasnt right to interveiw G. We got to church and everyone told us in ward council and in the hallwayt that we should, at least give him a chance. This was another trial of my faith. But we decided to give president a call (as he would be at the baptism). He told us not to do it, that he neeeded to go one week with out smoking. So we grabbed the bishop and met with G and C during church.
It was a special lesson, w let him know the standards and what the Lord expected of him. We even gave him a blessing during the meeting. C was invited to be baptized if she wanted to that night at the baptism.
She showed up there that night and decided she wanted to be baptized. It was a really spçecial meetng. It was really hard for G. My heart was broken as I looked at this great friend of mine cry because he wanted so bad to be baptized, but couldnt. This moment really gave me a better understand of our Savior. But he will be baptize next week I believe.
Well. sorry if that lettter was long and intense, but thats pretty much how the week was. As I sat in church sunday morning, I was filled with an immense peace. I knew I wasnt perfect, but I knew I had turned myself over to the Lord, and had done what he wanted me too. One of the greatest feelings.
I love you all! I dont have time to respoond to everything, my companion is patiently waiting, so Ill make it up next week! (transfers! Already!?) I love you all!
Love, Elder Jake
Feb 21 Letter
Hey guys!
Once again, i got the sweet computer that has a broken shift key1 wohoo1
So this week has been pretty crazy, but i suppose that really just means its normal.
G and C they didnt go to church on sunday. that just broke my lil heart. We went there Sunday night, and he was drunk. Tear my heart out and throw it on the ground and stomp on it til I die. It was pretty crazy. His brother was also there, and even though he also was drunk, he took Gilson's beer so "he wouldnt drink anymore". Or probably so he could drink it. but i didnt mind. He's our next project.
Anyways, we went back Monday night, and we were able to talk to him and he said he drank as his "good-bye party" to drinking. Even though I dont fully agree with that concept, I could already see a change in him. He is changing. This week he is good. He hasn't been drinking or smoking. Last night, we were able to give them both preisthood blessings. How great it is to have the power of God on our side. I appreciate it. im sure they are going to be baptized.
There is a dude getting a tattoo in the back right now. I can hear it. Maybe i'll get a tatoo of the Portland Temple. I wont regret that, will I?
Today we went for our usual run to wal mart, and to celebrate, we went to a super nice churrascaria (brasilian grill). Was delicious, and expensive. and definatly canceled whatever workouts I've done this week.
Since you are in Utah, I would love a BYU t-shirt. I dont have one! Cant think of anything else. and the shoes havent arrived yet, but they might be at the office.
Here in the big city, we meet lots of crazy people. For example. last week this guy stopped us and was talking to us about the USA. He asked me what state I lived in. I said, because U was sure he had never heard of Oregon, that i lived in Califorina for a time. [One summer at his grandparents.] He smiled and me and said excitedly "TEXAS!" I just looked at him for a sec, smiled and said yea, something like that. Another kid and other time asked me if I was German. I said yup. "Really? You were born in switzerland?! So you speak english?!" Poor kid slept through every geography class hes ever had. Also, we were walking with a trucker who was so excited that they were building a highway from Mexico to Spain, (that didnt cross the ocean) cause he has always wanted to visit Europe. The big city has got a lot of good laughs.
We got the news about the new President of our mission! Oresident John S Tanner, vice -pres of BYU and his wife i guess was the general President of the Young Women. Seems poderosos. He'll enter July 1. So Ill get him for a good three months.
However, its gonna be really hard to take the Richardsons spot. They are such an incredible couple. Dont think it gets better then them, but maybe as good. I hope so!
I saw a horse crossing the crosswalk yesterday, by itself, just roaming around, abiding by traffic laws. Such a weird city, I love it!
Well, I'm not sure what else I got. We had a great training this week on faith. and how as we do everything we can, and trust in the Lord, he will make the miracles happen. and we can reach our goals. so we should have a great bit of miracles this week. I'm pretty excited, gonna be a great week!
Heard one yesterday. when I was in santo andre, i taught a young woman (22). She didnt accept our message but yesterday, she knelt down and asked God to direct her in her life. and then the missionaries called. They had found her name in the Area Book and decided to call her cause they have one week to baptize 3 people, and had no one. she had been to church, so she could be baptized (you have to go twice). she accepted everything this time around, and will be baptized sunday. people change. miracles exist.
I love the Lord. and im gonna keep trucking along and try to be a lil better this week, so that we can see some miracles happen.
Have a great week! I love you all!
Love, Elder Jake