Hello family!
Thanks for all the prayers and love. It helps a lot. :) I'm doing great! It's been a very interesting week, being at home all day every day, but it's going well.
There is a young woman here in Tijuana that has her mission call and was wanting to have a little of the mission experience before leaving, and this turned out to be her opportunity. Her name is Hermana T and she is staying with us for these 2 weeks and one day she goes out with Hermana W, and Hermana M stays with me, and the next day Hermana M and Hermana T go out and Hermana W stays with me. It's definitely an interesting experience for everyone and we are all learning lots.
Like I said, it is very interesting being home all the time, especially as a missionary who is used to walking and teaching and working all day, but it hasn't been too terrible. I have been able to read lots. I have been reading the Book of Mormon, the New Testament, and General Conference talks and this week I also read Our Search for Happiness (which is a really great book!) and Our Heritage.
I have been able to rest and try not to get bored. Actually, I don't even let that word come into my vocabulary because every time I think it I hear Grandma Johnson's voice saying, "Boredom is a choice." So I don't get bored. :) It is not east to not be able to work in the area anymore, and have to sit back and let others take over, but my companions are great and I know all will be well. And I am learning to not stress about things I cannot control. I am learning to trust more in the Lord
and in His plan for me.
I am recovering well. I went to the doctor on Saturday and he told me a few more things I can eat (still avoding fats and things), to add a little more variety to my diet which was basically Jell-o, fruits and vegetables, and said I have to rest and stay home for another week, but he did give me permission to leave, with a ride so I could go to the baptism we had on Saturday (that baptism, by the way, was a huge miracle), and I also went to sacrament meeting yesterday. It was nice to be able to leave and see a few people.
I feel like, even though I'm stuck inside almost all the day, that my spiritual strength is increasing. I don't know if it's because I have been reading the scriptures so much, or because having faith and hope is my only option, or because of all the prayers being said for me, but I feel good. I am happy and I know I am not alone, even though sometimes I might feel like I am. I KNOW this Church is true. I know that my Heavenly Fathers knows and loves me and I know Jesus Christ lives and is my faithful friend. I know the Book of Mormon is true and I know we have a prophet on earth today. If I didn't know these things, I wouldn't be here as a missionary. But I am here so that I
can share this great message and joy with others.
Thanks for everything my dear, wonderful family (and friends)! I love you lots!
Love, Hermana Loveland
P.S. This internet place doesn't have a way to upload pictures, so you'll have to wait till next week.